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1. |
My Imagination
02:44
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Welcome to my mind
It’s a scary place
Filled with creatures and
Things with no face
Keep your hands inside
The ride at all times
I’m sure you’re fond of them
Don’t want to lose a limb
Skies are turning gray
Things aren’t looking up
My mind’s a tangled mess
I can’t get out of this
My imagination
It’s my enemy
It keeps me seeing things
I don’t want to see
Can you see it there
The line between worlds
One brighter than daylight
The other dark as night
Please follow the path
Don’t take any detours
You might get dragged down too
Don’t get dragged down too
Skies are turning gray
Things aren’t looking up
My mind’s a tangled mess
I can’t get out of this
My imagination
It’s my enemy
It keeps on seeing things
I don’t want to see
Get me out
Get me out
Get me out
Get me out
I can’t take this
Clash of good and bad
It’s not all in my mind
I’m going crazy
Skies are turning gray
Things aren’t looking up
My mind’s a tangled mess
I can’t get out of this
My imagination
It’s my enemy
It keeps on seeing things
I don’t want to see
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2. |
Re-Imaginationed
03:01
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You wanna talk, let’s talk
You wanna walk, let’s walk
Ain’t no gettin’ out of here once you done knocked the clock
Better get your glock
We got zombies in stock
They gonna bite your neck and reach right in and take your heart
You chumps all think I’m crazy
But right now it’s all hazy
You’ve stepped into my world and now it’s time to push some daisies
You falling to your knees
Beggin “Save me, please!”
But I’m stuck here too, man, there’s nothing I can do cuz
Skies are turning gray
Things aren’t looking up
My mind’s a tangled mess
I can’t get out of this
My imagination
It’s my enemy
It keeps me seeing things
I don’t want to see
Skies are turning gray
Things aren’t looking up
My mind’s a tangled mess
I can’t get out of this
My imagination
It’s my enemy
It keeps me seeing things
I don’t want to see
Can you see it there
The line between worlds?
One brighter than daylight
The other dark as night
Please follow the path
Don’t take any detours
You might get dragged down too
Don’t get dragged down too
There’s a million other things that could take you out
And I know that you’re worried that there is no way out
But I promise you that I installed an escape route
Exit buddy, check, please don’t twist and shout
Skies are turning gray
Things aren’t looking up
My mind’s a tangled mess
I can’t get out of this
My imagination
It’s my enemy
It keeps me seeing things
I don’t want to see
Skies are turning gray
Things aren’t looking up
My mind’s a tangled mess
I can’t get out of this
My imagination
It’s my enemy
It keeps me seeing things
I don’t want to see
Which way, that way, or was it straight down?
Right way, wrong way, I’m just not myself, hey
It’s a rollercoaster, a freaky mad collage
You’ve stepped into the freakshow baby, come into the real mirage
Let me see your ticket, you can sit where you like
Watch out for the ghouls, they really like to bite
Don’t mind the masks, they keep the monsters hidden
Curiousity or fear—in your eyes, which glistens?
Skies are turning gray
Things aren’t looking up
My mind’s a tangled mess
I can’t get out of this
My imagination
It’s my enemy
It keeps me seeing things
I don’t want to see
Skies are turning gray
Things aren’t looking up
My mind’s a tangled mess
I can’t get out of this
My imagination
It’s my enemy
It keeps me seeing things
I don’t want to see
Skies are turning gray
Things aren’t looking up
My mind’s a tangled mess
I can’t get out of this
My imagination
It’s my enemy
It keeps me seeing things
I don’t want to see
Thank you for coming
I hope you had a nice stay
Please have a safe trip home
But never forget what you saw
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3. |
My Safe Space
03:38
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I see all these monsters
They’re running right for me
I don’t think I can get out
There’s nothing else to do
I guess I’ll go and hide
In the corner of the room
Cowering, afraid
Missing my nightlight
They said I’m way too old
Escaped from my closet,
Not trapped under my bed
I don’t think they can see me
I’m trapped in my
I’m trapped in my
I’m trapped in my
Safe space
I’m trapped in my
I’m trapped in my
I’m trapped in my
Safe space
I thought I was safe
I thought this was safe
My safe space
My safe space
I see the escape
I see the escape
But I’m here to stay
In my safe place
My safe space
My safe space
My safe space
My safe space
It’s been like this for years
But they never got free
And still they threatened me
I could hear them in my sleep
These insecurities
Nobody will believe me
They still live in fear of
The light that’s inside me
But the battery’s running low
As fear swells inside me
I have to remind me
It’s just until the rooster crows
I’m trapped in my
I’m trapped in my
I’m trapped in my
Safe space
I’m trapped in my
I’m trapped in my
I’m trapped in my
Safe space
I thought I was safe
I thought this was safe
My safe space
My safe space
I see the escape
I see the escape
But I’m here to stay
In my safe place
My safe space
My safe space
My safe space
My safe space
I’m trapped in (the walls)
I’m stuck in (the shadows)
They leave their stains, they leave their stains
God help me (pull me out)
I’m trapped in my
I’m trapped in my
I’m trapped in my
Safe space
I’m trapped in my
I’m trapped in my
I’m trapped in my
Safe space
I thought I was safe
I thought this was safe
My safe space
My safe space
I see the escape
I see the escape
But I’m here to stay
In my safe place
My safe space
My safe space
My safe space
My safe space
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4. |
The Biggest Lie
04:06
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Don’t like the mirror
It lies to my face
The face I wish was shards
Laying across the floor
Don’t like the scale
It tells too much truth
Of everything’s excess—
Don’t allow access
Don’t take my picture
It adds ten pounds
You can see my valleys
and you can see my hills
Go ahead without me,
I’ll stay inside
There isn’t much to do here
but I guess I’ll survive
I can hear it, I can hear it
The obsession
I can hear it, I can hear it
The pressure of perfection
For that photoshop working on my look
Got that makeup covering my whole face
You can’t tell me I look beautiful
When the magazines tell me otherwise
You can’t tell me I’m perfect the way I am
Because perfection is the biggest lie
God made me like this
And He looked at me
He called me perfect
Even with all my schemes
But here I am
Backing up from that
This flesh doesn’t
Want to believe
This world has got
Me in a bind
It says I won’t
Be satisfied
Pucker up my lips
Give myself away
Believe in nothing
They say there’s no point to pray
I can hear it, I can hear it
The obsession
I can hear it, I can hear it
The pressure of perfection
For that photoshop working on my look
Got that makeup covering my whole face
You can’t tell me I look beautiful
When the magazines tell me otherwise
You can’t tell me I’m perfect the way I am
Because perfection is the biggest lie
Society expects us to be obedient
And bow down to its expectations
To bathe in our ignorance and ignore God’s voice
Killing our consciences with our pure selfishness
We watch the hand that’s waving right in front of us
Missing the trick—their slight of hand
TV is lying and too blue for common sense
In the future all that will be red is my blood that’s shed
I can hear it, I can hear it
The obsession
I can hear it, I can hear it
The pressure of perfection
For that photoshop working on my look
Got that makeup covering my whole face
You can’t tell me I look beautiful
When the magazines tell me otherwise
You can’t tell me I’m perfect the way I am
Because perfection is the biggest lie
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5. |
Low
04:06
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I can’t be proud of who I am
Cuz who I am is such a mess
I’m the daughter of a king yet I act like a thief
Which frog is a prince, this one, I guess
I see the mountains and want to climb them
Thinking everything will be fine then
But there’s always a mountain further down the road
And I may be a princess but that toad’s just a toad
This life is the best one I could ever ask for
But still I search for windows and doors
My chains should be gone but I feel them tug
As if I’m still hooked on its drug
I heard it’s hard to quit cold-turkey
Thank the Lord for this thing called mercy
I’ve fallen deep into this trap, Lord
Help me out ‘fore they use me as a dart board
Now that I’m here, I feel
As if there’s nothing left
God, get me out of here
I’m sinking into my chest
There’s a cavity in me
It’s become so empty
They’ve got me feeling so
Low
Be in the world and not of it
I try to live right above it
Christian tattooed on my heart
My eyes, my fists, my feet, my tongue
My actions don’t give me away
Unless of course I’m in Your house
Then I act like I belong to day
But by nightfall, the fire for you is doused
I can’t pretend like I’m perfect
I can’t fake that for my family
Then turn right around broken
Because none of them can see right through me
It’s like there’s red and white painted on my body
The center of the target placed on my heart
People poke at me with their horns and fists
Smiling because they know I’ll resist
Now that I’m here, I feel
As if there’s nothing left
God, get me out of here
I’m sinking into my chest
There’s a cavity in me
It’s become so empty
They’ve got me feeling so
Low
I’d chosen to be blind
to everything in my mind
I fight it with all I’ve got
I’m starting to lose my mind
The photographs don’t capture me
The want of fame has been deceased
I slaughtered it with my two hands
I slaughtered me with my two hands
Now that I’m here, I feel
As if there’s nothing left
God, get me out of here
I’m sinking into my chest
There’s a cavity in me
It’s become so empty
They’ve got me feeling so
Low
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6. |
Endure
05:09
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Sitting alone in my own apartment
Wishing someone would knock on my door
Nothing can describe this loneliness
I push it away, I must endure
So many things beating up my backbone
It’s broken and sore, I don’t wanna stand
These memories keep haunting me
Crushing my sternum so I can’t breathe
I’m fading
I can’t see me. I can’t see me.
Don’t run away
I’m so afraid. I’m so afraid.
I’m singing
Na na nanana na nana na
Na na nanana na nana na
Don’t let me fall
Everybody’s cast me out
Saying that I’m beyond help
The rain keeps pouring and I feel it soaking me
And sometimes I long for eternal sleep
I’m fading
I can’t see me. I can’t see me.
Don’t run away
I’m so afraid. I’m so afraid.
I’m singing
Na na nanana na nana na
Na na nanana na nana na
Don’t let me fall
I’m trying to trust and I’m trying to love
But my broken heart is not enough
Don’t shove me into someone else’s hands
I know I’m here cuz God’s got a plan
I’m fading
I can’t see me. I can’t see me.
Don’t run away
I’m so afraid. I’m so afraid.
I’m singing
Na na nanana na nana na
Na na nanana na nana na
Don’t let me fall
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7. |
Don't Set Me Free
03:45
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There’s a world that
Only I know
It’s filled with secrets
Scratches on the walls
Their ears are closed and
Their backs are turned
There’s no one here
To wipe my tears
Cold and alone
Sitting on my floor
Wood biting into
My knobby ankles
The fun echoes,
Drifting up the stairs
Wraps around me
But it doesn’t warm my chills
Call me extreme, call me a freak
There’s so much more behind my screams
I’m crying out can you hear me
I’m drowning, please don’t set me free
There’s nothing you can say to me
Those pills won’t help, won’t be myself
Not too far gone, you won’t believe
I’m drowning, please don’t set me free
Why does everyone
Worry so much
Pushing me around
As if that’ll help
All I want is
A shoulder
One to lean on
Someone to understand
Neon and black
They wage a war
As my heart thumps
To the rhythm of the storm
I’ll stomp real loud
Scream my lungs out
Just hear my voice
That’s all I need
Call me extreme, call me a freak
There’s so much more behind my screams
I’m crying out can you hear me
I’m drowning, please don’t set me free
There’s nothing you can say to me
Those pills won’t help, won’t be myself
Not too far gone, you won’t believe
I’m drowning, please don’t set me free
I know you hear me
I know you see me
I warned you about this side of me
So why are you just now leaving?
I know you hear me
Don’t make this worse for me
I warned you about this side of me
So why are you just now leaving?
Call me extreme, call me a freak
There’s so much more behind my screams
I’m crying out can you hear me
I’m drowning, please don’t set me free
There’s nothing you can say to me
Those pills won’t help, won’t be myself
Not too far gone, you won’t believe
I’m drowning, please don’t set me free
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8. |
Strength in Tears
04:42
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They say scars tell many stories
But what do mine tell
The bruises create roses
My veins are their stems
Blight stains half my mind,
Splitting it in two
It’s like a rash, disease
And it’s overcoming me
Nah, nah, Don’t cry a tear, no
Not allowed to cry, not allowed to weep, so
Nah, nah, don’t cry a tear, no
Depression’s in your mind, so just figure how to deal
With the pain you can’t get rid of
With the blame you can’t get rid of
You’re stronger than this, stronger than this
Because I measure strength in tears, yeah
Paint drips from the petals
Thorns press into my paper-thin skin
A scream rips through me like claws
Venom in every word
Knots in my jaw and knots in my throat
My shiner’s glued my eye shut
Everything’s blurry, everything’s blurry
My vision is tainted red
Nah, nah, Don’t cry a tear, no
Not allowed to cry, not allowed to weep, so
Nah, nah, don’t cry a tear, no
Depression’s in your mind, so just figure how to deal
With the pain you can’t get rid of
With the blame you can’t get rid of
You’re stronger than this, stronger than this
Because I measure strength in tears, yeah
But the truth is no one can see me
No one can hear what I say
I’m on the opposite side of the world’s view
I’m forced into agonizing silence
All that’s in my way
Is what’s in front of me
This society
Shoved me down the drain
All that’s in my way
Is what’s in front of me
This society
Shoved me down the drain
Nah, nah, Don’t cry a tear, no
Not allowed to cry, not allowed to weep, so
Nah, nah, don’t cry a tear, no
Depression’s in your mind, so just figure how to deal
With the pain you can’t get rid of
With the blame you can’t get rid of
You’re stronger than this, stronger than this,
Because I measure strength in tears, yeah
All that’s in my way
Is what’s in front of me
This society
Shoved me down the drain
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9. |
Let the Door Close
04:25
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Maybe this time it won’t hurt so bad
My heart’s on the table, hands above my head
Everyone keeps saying, this is for the best
But I’m a boomerang. I can’t help but come back.
When will I learn
When will I return
If this is what you want, then you have got to let me go
If this is where we part, then I am ready to let
The door close
Come with me. So tempting.
The cuts wounds you left in me, I can feel them start to bleed
In a secret garden, you hide away
Indestructible lock but there is no key, you forgot to give it to me
When will I learn
When will I return
If this is what you want, then you have got to let me go
If this is where we part, then I am ready to let
The door close
Let it close
Let the door slam
Let it disappear from my world
Let the door close
Let it close
Let it slam shut
Let it go
Let it close
Let it close
Let it, let it, let it close
Yeah
When will I learn
When will I return
If this is what you want, then you have got to let me go
If this is where we part, then I am ready to let
When will I learn
When will I return
If this is what you want, then you have got to let me go
If this is where we part, then I am ready to let
The door close
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10. |
Elbow Room
03:39
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Anger’s got a hold on me
Its had its way, but it suffocating
I’m being dragged down by my own sin
Turning to ruins from within
I’ve tried so hard but it won’t let go
How did I lose all my self-control?
It’s somehow mended to who I am—
It’s so powerful, everything else is jammed
Give me a little bit, little bit
Little bit of elbow room
Give me a little bit, little bit
Little bit of elbow room
The sky won’t fall, your heart won’t quit
Let me be selfish a bit
Give me a little bit, little bit
Little bit of elbow room
The embers seem to turn to flames
Doesn’t take much to cast the blame
Restless from the screaming voice
It makes it seem like I’ve got no choice
I’ve tried so hard but it won’t let go
How did I lose all my self-control?
I can be angry and not sin
But the terrible thoughts still creep in
Give me a little bit, little bit
Little bit of elbow room
Give me a little bit, little bit
Little bit of elbow room
The sky won’t fall, your heart won’t quit
Let me be selfish a bit
Give me a little bit, little bit
Little bit of elbow room
I’m just a shadow passing through you
The clouds following close behind me
Don’t speak or I might snap like a cynic
Every smile my way returned with a grimace
I’ve tried so hard but it won’t let go
How did I lose all my self-control?
Am I so angry because I suppress it beneath happiness,
Or is there something big I’m missing through my busyness?
Give me a little bit, little bit
Little bit of elbow room
Give me a little bit, little bit
Little bit of elbow room
The sky won’t fall, your heart won’t quit
Let me be selfish a bit
Give me a little bit, little bit
Little bit of elbow room
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11. |
Blight
04:37
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The streets are full, I’ve got no luck
I can’t find you, I’ve lost my way
The faces blur, it’s a nightmare
I still need you no matter what I say
The rain pours down, everyone runs
But here I am still storming through it
I want to say I’m infected
You’re in my mind and I can’t get you out
And I keep returning
As if I like the pain, yeah
Can’t keep my attention from you
Oh, you know I like it, you know I like it
And I keep returning
As if I like the pain, yeah
Can’t keep my attention from you
Oh, you know I like it, you know I like it
I see you, you’re so composed
And look at me, my heart’s in ruins
The blight is, is covering me
And yet it’s my fault in the first place
We don’t match, and yet we fit so good
I don’t understand how this even works
I’m a drama queen, but you’re the traitor
The king’s gotta take care of his love
And I keep returning
As if I like the pain, yeah
Can’t keep my attention from you
Oh, you know I like it, you know I like it
And I keep returning
As if I like the pain, yeah
Can’t keep my attention from you
Oh, you know I like it, you know I like it
Although sometimes it doesn’t hurt
Sometimes it’s me who overreacts
I can’t stop coming back to you
You hold my heart in your hands
And I keep returning
As if I like the pain, yeah
Can’t keep my attention from you
Oh, you know I like it, you know I like it
And I keep returning
As if I like the pain, yeah
Can’t keep my attention from you
Oh, you know I like it, you know I like it
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12. |
All I Need
03:33
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Sound the alarm
I’m getting out
I’ve decided to break free
My mind is fine
I’m not too weak
It hasn’t killed me yet
I’ve come too far
To back up now
Shut the prison door and don’t let me back in
The monster lives
Beneath my skin
It’s part of me, but I can handle it
There’s a world out there
that I have never seen
All because I’m in my own way
God, give me strength to push on my own
God, give me strength to fight against the dark
God, give me strength to conquer all my guilt
God, please, all I need is strength
Complexity
Difficulty
They both increase as I try to leave
I see the door
It’s bolted shut
Looks like I’ll have to fight
And as I turn to face the monster that I once knew
Like an animal that I once called my own
It snarls and rears its ugly head toward me
I underestimated how difficult this could be
God, give me strength to push on my own
God, give me strength to fight against the dark
God, give me strength to conquer all my guilt
God, please, all I need is strength
Man verses self, you can't get any better than this
This is one for the ages, one you don’t want to miss
Wanna know how I got these lovely scars?
Well sit right down, don’t know how lucky you are.
My mind is a playground enshrouded in doubt
My tongue is a weapon that I’m still figuring out
There’s nothing I’d like more than to tell you I’m fine
But I know I’ll be fighting this war my whole life
God, give me strength to push on my own
God, give me strength to fight against the dark
God, give me strength to conquer all my guilt
God, please, all I need is strength
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13. |
Grim Reaper
03:10
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I’ll march with one foot in front of the other
Don’t worry about it, I’ve got you covered
The enemy’s aiming directly at our hearts
Our forces are strong if we don’t get spilt apart
I feel you slipping, you’re drifting away
But He has commanded for us to obey
Still, you refuse, you turn your back away
You join the enemy to see the next day
Eyes are drawn down to Earth
Our images are falling
Burning up with firepower
The Grim Reaper’s calling
Lightning strikes against the ground
Debris falling all around
And yet we still betray ourselves
Saying that we don’t need help
But I see you stalling
The Grim Reaper’s calling
A world war’s inside you, it’s eating you up
You punch and you claw and you wish for some luck
But the enemy tells you that you should give up
As you dig your grave further, down in the dirt
Don’t be afraid to believe with your heart
That He’s always with you, He was from the start
All of this is is a molehill, not a tall mountain
And you won’t see past it if you don’t give in
Eyes are drawn down to Earth
Our images are falling
Burning up with firepower
The Grim Reaper’s calling
Lightning strikes against the ground
Debris falling all around
And yet we still betray ourselves
Saying that we don’t need help
But I see you stalling
The Grim Reaper’s calling
Don’t touch me, you can't touch me
The world will not leave a stain on me
The enemy might be strong right now,
but the final battle will snuff it out
There’s nothing I can do right now
Honestly, I can't save myself
But this battle ain’t null and void
and it’s something none of us can avoid
If you’re scared of death, you’re out of time,
Their army’s aiming across the line
Forget your sight, forget your past
how much longer do you think you’ll last?
Find your knees, set them down,
exchange this world for a crown.
So watch your back, peel your eyes
cuz a God like that is hard to find
Eyes are drawn down to Earth
Our images are falling
Burning up with firepower
The Grim Reaper’s calling
Lightning strikes against the ground
Debris falling all around
And yet we still betray ourselves
Saying that we don’t need help
But I see you stalling
The Grim Reaper’s calling
Eyes are drawn down to Earth
Our images are falling
Burning up with firepower
The Grim Reaper’s calling
Lightning strikes against the ground
Debris falling all around
And yet we still betray ourselves
Saying that we don’t need help
But I see you stalling
The Grim Reaper’s calling
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14. |
Walls
03:54
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There’s a whisper in the trees
There’s a silence in the streets
Heat rises but chills seep
Like ink into my fragile bones
There’s something ominous
Lurking in corners
Smiling wide and beckoning forth
Letting the shadows stain all
We build walls to keep us safe
We back down to fight another day
We build walls to keep us safe
To keep us, to keep us safe
We back down to fight another day
There’s a whisper in the trees
There’s a silence in the streets
Heat rises but chills seep
Like ink into my fragile bones
There’s something ominous
Lurking in corners
Smiling wide and beckoning forth
Letting the shadows stain all
We build walls to keep us safe
(There’s a whisper in the trees)
We back down to fight another day
(There’s a silence in the streets)
We build walls to keep us safe
(Heat rises but chills seep)
We back down to fight another day
(Like ink into my fragile bones)
There’s something ominous
Lurking in corners
Smiling wide and beckoning forth
Letting the shadows stain all
Our nightmare’s here
We’re split in two
Monsters rise
They cut right through
They come from us
And we give in
The darkness calls
And we all fall
Two, three, four
Our nightmare’s here
We’re split in two
Monsters rise
They cut right through
They come from us
And we give in
The darkness calls
And we all fall
We build walls to keep us safe
We back down to fight another day
We build walls to keep us safe
We back down to fight another day
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15. |
Ken
06:15
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It seems as through I can’t escape
The likeness we both resonate
At first I thought it was cool
It was great that I could relate
And then things darkened and the clouds rolled in
A new sense of reality has developed within
I’ll look ahead and see my own path
But they’re the same as yours. They’re the same as yours
Again and again I am reminded of who I am
And it’s shattering, the character I parallel
Time again and through and through
I am reminded that I am a real-life you
To go so far for the people I love
To take on the burden and push, push away
On and on, and through and through
I am reminded that I am the real-life you
I’m sad. That, I can admit
I’ve learned so much from watching you live
It’s the reason I speak about what’s in my head
But still I disassociate from them
I can’t help but be angry
I want to cry till I bleed
I don’t know if this reflection of you is a good thing
Or if it’s destroying the very fabric of my being
I feel so cliche because you’re the lead
And me saying I’m you in good and in bad
But I can’t hide the truth from myself
And it terrifies me beyond words
So I’ll wear MY mask until I can show my face
Because I thought it was shifting but wasn’t right
It turns out I’ve not changed at all
And I’m ashamed because I’m not strong enough to
stop
my
fall
Again and again I am reminded of who I am,
And it’s shattering, the character I parallel.
Time again and through and through
I am reminded that I am a real-life you
To go so far for the people I love
To take on the burden and push, push away
On and on, and through and through
I am reminded that I am the real-life you
Why did you have to tell your story?
Why did I have to listen?
Maybe my eyes were opened but this burns
Every impulse reminds me of you
Paint me on a panel and I’ll be your twin
Write my words down and you’ll see yours blend
We’ll destroy ourselves before anyone else
And the tears will fall as we fight with ourselves
I’m not gonna pick a fight with you
Because you can’t even fight back
The world is wrong and we’re all to blame
And because of them, this is what we became
We’re monsters
We walk with a foot in both worlds.
Chaos consumes everyone else
And we’re swept up in it.
Again and again I am reminded of who I am,
And it’s shattering, the character I parallel.
Time again and through and through
I am reminded that I am a real-life you
To go so far for the people I love
To take on the burden and push, push away
On and on, and through and through
I am reminded that I am the real-life you
I’m not gonna pick a fight with you
Because you can’t even fight back
The world is wrong and we’re all to blame
And because of them, this is what we became
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16. |
Sickness
02:52
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Hey, I’ve got nothing to lose
If death is the end of me then I’ll see it through
Hey, I’ve got nothing to prove
The seed has been planted and I hope it grows inside of you
Hey, I’ve got nothing to lose
I’ve washed all the sick away but it’s clung to you
Hey, I’ve got nothing to prove
I just want to see the happiness inside of you too
I lost it all
My insanity is reaching me
Reaching deep inside of me and I can’t seem to let it go
Let it go and let me show you just how much it hurts inside
Tearing me apart at night when I want to up and hide
And I
I see these shadows they move on my walls,
Taunting me, my paralyzed body can only find tears,
I can’t even scream, this fever’s taking hold of me
As all this fear pools at my feet, pulling at my sanity
Hey, I’ve got nothing to lose
If death is the end of me then I’ll see it through
Hey, I’ve got nothing to prove
The seed has been planted and I hope it grows inside of you
Hey, I’ve got nothing to lose
I’ve washed all the sick away but it’s clung to you
Hey, I’ve got nothing to prove
I just want to see the happiness inside of you too
I only fall
I keep on trying to get up but there’s something that is holding me
Keeping me and beating me and taking all this blood from me
Pushing me to vanity, to insanity
Someone please, I just need one more remedy
I push on,
And finally, I see myself in the shards along the ground
From the mirror I pushed around
Bad luck follows like a cloud
My face is so distorted now
Can’t recognize myself, but I’ll search till I am found
Hey, I’ve got nothing to lose
If death is the end of me then I’ll see it through
Hey, I’ve got nothing to prove
The seed has been planted and I hope it grows inside of you
Hey, I’ve got nothing to lose
I’ve washed all the sick away but it’s clung to you
Hey, I’ve got nothing to prove
I just want to see the happiness inside of you too
And I won’t stop learning
And I won’t stop growing
There’s too much to see in this world
I hope you think so too
Hey, I’ve got nothing to lose
If death is the end of me then I’ll see it through
Hey, I’ve got nothing to prove
The seed has been planted and I hope it grows inside of you
Hey, I’ve got nothing to lose
I’ve washed all the sick away but it’s clung to you
Hey, I’ve got nothing to prove
I just want to see the happiness inside of you too
Hey, I’ve got nothing to lose
If death is the end of me then I’ll see it through
Hey, I’ve got nothing to prove
The seed has been planted and I hope it grows inside of you
Hey, I’ve got nothing to lose
I’ve washed all the sick away but it’s clung to you
Hey, I’ve got nothing to prove
I just want to see the happiness inside of you too
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17. |
White Knuckles
02:37
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There’s a world that you’ll never see
It’s placed right here inside of me
It’s a place where I knot a noose
And the branch that holds it breaks loose
This is not the wonderland I
pictured in all my dreams, I
I am stuck in a horror film
A nightmare I can’t wake up from
There’s nothing I can do
This is all I have, too
My reflection is foggy
Do I even want to see
What this world’s done to me
This humanity
I’m dragged down by my sin
So much suffering
In the midst of it all,
Between the masks that I wear
There’s a girl slipping down
Falling further from God
It’s my own doing
It’s my own dang fault
The enemy’s whispering
No more listening
There’s nothing I can do
This is all I have, too
My reflection is foggy
Do I even want to see
What this world’s done to me
This humanity
I’m dragged down by my sin
So much suffering
This world is consuming
All my hopes and my dreams, yeah
White knuckles, I hold on
Til the dark has been withdrawn
This world is consuming
All my hopes and my dreams, yeah
White knuckles, I hold on
Til the dark has been withdrawn
This world is consuming
All my hopes and my dreams, yeah
White knuckles, I hold on
Til the dark has been withdrawn
This world is consuming
All my hopes and my dreams, yeah
White knuckles, I hold on
Til the dark has been withdrawn
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18. |
I Don't Miss [Revamp]
04:22
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Comatose
Non-responsive
Where were you then?
Not beside me
Of course you caused
Me all this trouble
Left me battered
As you doubled
Took you no time
To replace me
But then you come back
As I was healing
Said you’re sorry
You promise you’ve changed
Say you want me back
Never thought you’d crack
What do you think that this is
It isn’t a game. You shot and you missed
I think this is considered trespassing
And I promise you I don’t miss
These stitches, they aren’t strings to pluck
But they’re here all thanks to you
In two seconds, you’ll peer down the barrel
You won’t rob me again—Because I don’t miss
Do you remember
When we used to smile
The days were so long and
The nights were so cold
For a while there,
I didn’t think I could
Recover
But I guess I could
What do you think that this is
It isn’t a game. You shot and you missed
I think this is considered trespassing
And I promise you I don’t miss
These stitches, they aren’t strings to pluck
But they’re here all thanks to you
In two seconds, you’ll peer down the barrel
You won’t rob me again—Because I don’t miss
Just try me
Don’t doubt me
Just try me
Don’t touch me
Just try me
It’s in self-defense
Just try me
I promise I don’t miss
Just try me
Don’t doubt me
Just try me
Don’t touch me
Just try me
I won't miss
What do you think that this is
It isn’t a game. You shot and you missed
I think this is considered trespassing
And I promise you I don’t miss
These stitches, they aren’t strings to pluck
But they’re here all thanks to you
In two seconds, you’ll peer down the barrel
You won’t rob me again—Because I don’t miss
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19. |
I Hold On
02:28
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You’re coming at me from all sides, I can’t see
I’ve shut my eyes and now I’m blind—you eat me
I can’t be ignorant, the world doesn’t work like that
I can’t believe that I’m so weak, I’d fall like that
My entire life, I’ve reached up toward the light
But now I grew up and saw the world—it’s out of sight
Got all these doubts running through my mind—it’s killing me
It seems like not believing is filled with ease
But I know better and I really gotta get a grip
My knuckles white as bone as I begin to slip
I’ve grown distracted and that was never ever an option
From now on, it seems I have to proceed with caution
There’s nothing I can do
This is all I have, too
My reflection is foggy
Do I even want to see?
What this world’s done to me
This humanity
I’m dragged down by my sin
So much suffering
Your screaming makes my ears bleed,
I can’t heed
Whatever it is that you’re telling me
There’s no way I can stand when all you do is push me back
All you do is bury me until everything is black
There’s a world that you’ll never see
It’s placed right here inside of me
And every time I knot my noose,
the branch I trust, it breaks loose
I’m the one who feeds the lies
I’m the one who’s paralyzed
Thick skin starts with me
Yet here I am, cursing a tree.
This world is consuming
All my hopes and my dreams, yeah
White knuckles, I hold on
Til the dark has been withdrawn
This world is consuming
All my hopes and my dreams, yeah
White knuckles, I hold on
Til the dark has been withdrawn
Paralyzed and I’m blinded
The only light is inside me
White knuckles, I hold on
Til the dark has been withdrawn
This cliff is crumbling
My hope is failing
With white knuckles, I hold on
Screaming till darkness withdraws
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20. |
Dying Anyway
03:23
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In the mirror, I can see
What they hate about me
My mind is red and their’s are blue,
They have a problem with that view
The pressure has turned on me
I’m crushed with agony
I think I’m the one to blame
That I should feel so ashamed
But now there’s nothing they can do
They’ve destroyed my point of view
There’s a black hole that’s inside
Eating all the good alive
There’s nothing left of me
I’ve succumb to the disease
I really wish I could have stayed
But now you watch as I decay
Approach me if you want to
They’ve silenced me too
There’s nothing left to say
I’m dying anyway
You’re a zombie walking
Pulling at my seams
You won’t be satisfied until
I’m dying alongside you
There’s a noose above me
They stare they and punch and scream
They placed me where they can see
The agony
When everybody wants my head
When I’d gladly hand it over
Belly-up and tail is wagging
Something’s gotta get packing
But now there’s nothing they can do
They’ve destroyed my point of view
There’s a black hole that’s inside
Eating all the good alive
There’s nothing left of me
I’ve succumb to the disease
I really wish I could have stayed
But now you watch as I decay
Approach me if you want to
They’ve silenced me too
There’s nothing left to say
I’m dying anyway
You’re a zombie walking
Pulling at my seams
You won’t be satisfied until
I’m dying alongside you
There’s a world that you’ll never see
It’s placed right here inside of me
And everytime I knot my noose,
the branch I trust, it breaks loose
I’m the one who feeds the lies
I’m the one who’s paralyzed
I can’t point the fingers when I know
I’m not where the judgement lies
The people in this world will always tear me up
Just because I don’t sip from their little cup
I’ll stand on my own if I have to
I’m not at all worried about losing to you
I stand on solid ground and light shines on me now
And I’ll put my fists up if you’re needing to duke it out
I’m releasing my grip on this ledge
I turn my back to the world, I make my pledge—
the darkness withdraws
This cliff is crumbling
My hope is failing
With white knuckles, I hold on
Screaming till darkness withdraws
This is the last stand, yeah
The end is growing near now
My fingers are slipping
But the light is returning
Approach me if you want to
They’ve silenced me too
There’s nothing left to say
I’m dying anyway
You’re a zombie walking
Pulling at my seams
You won’t be satisfied until
I’m dying alongside you
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21. |
Enlightenment
00:59
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tylt Houston, Texas
tylt has been singing and creating music for as long as she can remember. It wasn't until recently she adopted the name
'tylt' because she believes that if she can't change the world's view on things, then maybe she can tilt it.
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